The night before last I woke around 3am with a strange sort of feeling that I had been listening to myself breathing for the last half hour as I slept.
Usually when I wake at that time its a fairly quick process but this time I felt like I had slowly slid out of the depths of sleep and lingered for some time just listening to the rhythm as I inhaled and exhaled. I have no idea where the time frame of half an hour had come from but it was very clear in my mind when I woke.
After a moment, I got out of bed and went to the bathroom and started to analyse the feeling which felt more like a memory than a dream. In my mind it started to become less and less likely that I could have actually been listening to myself breathe while I was asleep and soon as much doubt existed as there had previously been belief.
I sometimes think my logical mind is what prevents me from delving as far into the land of esoteria as would be otherwise possible.
Mirage
9 years ago
4 comments:
You naied it all in the last sentence Kora - I think we do have a deeper sense of reality but we are so afraid to go there because it may reveal a part of ourselves that we are not yet intimate with...ego rushes in and says all that shit is stupid....believe in those in between moments Kora for they are just as much yours as they more tangible ones..w.w.
logic blocks instinct...
interesting! i once encountered such feeling too.
Thanks, friends. I've been thinking a lot about my last post as well as your comments. I do believe this is an important concept.
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